I like to look at the new year, as a fresh start. 2025 is the year I will return to work after maternity, and I am fearful that I will miss my daughter terribly, I fear I will miss out on her ‘firsts’ and feel guilty that I will not be the one who is able to provide daily childcare to her. Although, I am hopeful that when I return to work I will get something back for myself, and start to fill my own cup back up. It will also be helpful to be back on full pay.